RedShirtWidow

Hello everyone!

2008-10-15T18:41:24Z

I would just like to announce that Darby's Winter Wonderland Prom/21st Birthday Party is on October the 18th At her house starting at 8ish.. B.Y.O.B and dress code is enforced!

Darby for Prom Queen!!

~Jess

lunamothsmagic @ 2008-02-27T00:02:00

2008-02-27T08:06:17Z

Im to drubk for this Shit...

Word...

I Love everyone and such sorry its just a long ass rant or how I hate life but meh

I love you alll and its just not the Captain Morgan Speaking... ok Maybe it is and Fuck I am trying to Spell everything right well yea Just trust me on this one If I talk to you I Love you and If I dont I miss you like Lux and 2% Yep Its true

I love you all

TTYS

Love Jess

yay!

2008-02-21T08:57:49Z

http://www.hellokittyonline.com

Thats Right a MMORPG about Hello Kitty Finally an end to WoW

Everyone should Join...

Its soo cute!!

<3
Jess

So sue me.

2007-02-02T01:40:24Z

Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our
nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice
is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our
currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of
choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian
though we know it will never be.

> > >>> >You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may
> > >>> >misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence.
> > >>> >We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because
> > >>> >we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are
> > >>> >not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not
> > >>> >naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal
> > >>> >village that transcends man-made law, physical
> > >>> >geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One
> > >>> >Massive.
> > >>> >
> > >>> >We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the
> > >>> >thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a
> > >>> >mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of
> > >>> >concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn
> > >>> >back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness,
> > >>> >and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all
> > >>> >the same. We came to accept that we are all equal. Not
> > >>> >only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the
> > >>> >very music slamming into us and passing through our
> > >>> >souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we
> > >>> >could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us
> > >>> >forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen
> > >>> >our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to
> > >>> >turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift
> > >>> >them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from
> > >>> >creating this magical bubble that can, for one
> > >>> >evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and
> > >>> >pollution of the outside world. It is in that very
> > >>> >instant, with these very realizations that each of was
> > >>> >truly born. We continue to pack our bodies into clubs,
> > >>> >or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left
> > >>> >for naught, and we bring life to them for one night.
> > >>> >Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most
> > >>> >intense, most hedonistic form.
> > >>> >
> > >>> >In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves
> > >>> >of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have
> > >>> >been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to
> > >>> >relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from
> > >>> >the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your
> > >>> >own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming
> > >>> >that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the
> > >>> >moment we were born. Programming that tells us to
> > >>> >hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff
> > >>> >ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon
> > >>> >hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb
> > >>> >ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through
> > >>> >mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us
> > >>> >to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to
> > >>> >feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our
> > >>> >own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close
> > >>> >our minds, instead of open them.

Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the
distopian reality of the world you've created for us,
we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in
celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the
values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance,
Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and
Respect.

Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice
is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and
challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in
place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But

know that while you may shut down any given party, on
any given night, in any given city, in any given
country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can
never shut down the entire party. You don't have
access to that switch, no matter what you may think.
The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never
fade. The party will never end. I am a raver, and this
is my manifesto.

<33

Thought of the Day!

2007-01-30T05:41:06Z

If I have to be Sober..

At least Im sober with you

yay for finding like under the rave lights..

<333

...

2006-10-28T05:03:42Z

Life goes on..

<333

Jessica

I love... what I hate

2006-09-14T03:24:51Z

I Hate being someone’s dirty little secrete I hate the fact that I am so desperate for love I will lie to myself knowing that this dick could never love me even though he tells me every day but yet I always say I love you back. I hate Light rail homies who turn into Wal mart homies who turn around and fuck your best friend.. who is gay.. I hate loving a gift
I hate waiting 4 months just to bitch someone out I HATE THE FACT THAT MY MOM IS COMING BACK….. FOR A CHECK UP!!! I hate the fact that I still give a fuck that she Is gone.. I hate calling that same mom to tell her that you are not dead and to hear her new man in the background.. keep in mind this was at 2 a.m her time… I hate husbands who turn back into a pumpkin at the stroke of 12:00.. I hate that 98% of the people who read this are not even who I am venting about.. I hate a good long weekend that was spend with a awesome guy in a awesome house with a kick ass car and some cool friends.. then I Especially hate the part where ya know.. You don’t here from him.. I hate people who read these and get pissed off that they are not in them.. And I hate the people who don’t take the time to read this far.. I hate the fact… That I can say everything I hate and I hate the fact that I am here.. Right now writing this instead of with the love of my life who I can spend the rest of my life with dancing under the moon light…

I think Im done now..

<33 always
Jessica

im back.. and this is what I say.

2006-08-18T08:36:41Z

Sailor Moon is a Nazi and Lamas.. Not in any way like a peanut butter sandwiches are not hot..

That is all

Oo Stockton thinks that emu’s will take over the world if we are not careful

FUCK!!

2006-03-23T16:22:40Z

Yes thats me now..
*sighs*

DAMNIT!!!

2006-03-22T21:02:55Z

Fuck the costs

My hair.. its gone.. its soo sad.. I had like a breakdown and thank god for my awesome boyfriend who made things all better.. God I hate my hair.. with soo much passion..
Its short like to my ears short which is a look I cant pull off..

God I want that man dead.. and I mean dead..

Other news my boyfriend is awesome and sweet and kind and everything little girls are made of..
We went to Zelda’s and he didn’t ruin it for me he actually made up for the last time went there with a cretin Ex who ruined it for me

So woo!!

My best friend was there also soo that was cook because we sang little shot of horrors all night woo!!

That’s all for now Dolls.

<3 always

Jessica

Soo.. ya wanna know

2006-03-13T05:15:07Z

La La La

Life is good..

Wall Mart is awesome and so is the rain

Want to know what is the best?

Driving to San Fran at like.. 12 more or less is!

And then spending the time in San Fran with the Best Boyfriend and his Best friend walking along the Ocean and by pier 39 and ending up at In and Out Burger Is!
Omg

Life is good sometimes

Other times it sucks..

But Then Its awesome again!!

<3
Vexx

Fuck it.. the sex was not that good

2006-02-23T17:42:22Z

Soo.. Me and Navi are over and im actually not that sad. Well I was at the beginning because I thought we were happy and the fact that he dumped me over live journal did not help any.. But I’m glad now that he is moving on .. You know to Rockland far far away where I don’t have to have my shattered emotions shoved in my face..

I do wish him the best though because He is a good guy.. he just does not know what he wants and if I have learned anything over the time I spent with him is that even though I thought I did.. Neither do I.

In the end life will go on and I still have so many good friends around me so

In the end this was a good thing

And in the future I will listen to my heart and not let some cute boy bat his lashes at me and make my heart melt when I know that he will shatter it in the end..

<3 always

Vexx

Martha Stewart

2006-01-07T18:00:13Z

I have been cooking allot...
and life is so so

The Boyfriend is awesome and all that jazz

I quit work and

R.O.T.C is going crazy

Soo i have been cooking allot

Anyone want a three layer cake?

I have about 5

<3 always Vexx

lunamothsmagic @ 2005-12-25T11:28:00

2005-12-25T19:32:57Z

Everyone Stop!

God damn..

One.. All this is not worth all the time that is been given

I understand why people are mad but they need to understand what is really going on

vexed_kiss@yahoo.com

Talk to me if you have any issues and i am sorry everyone got soo worked up

and to the person who is ranting

I understand that you have known my past and you think you know me now

Truthfully i have not even spoken to you in along time
you need to ask around about what i have been saying about you tho before you say anything

Get both sides of the story

and everyone who is not in this situation

Back off and get out of it

I dont want to deal with it and i am truly sorry if you are the kind of people that do

Merry Christmas everyone

<3 Vex

I see..

2005-12-08T05:18:50Z

u r the emotion of sadness.

what emotion r u (with beautiful anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

heh..

2005-11-23T18:19:39Z

VEX
V	is for	Vivid
E	is for	Enthusiastic
X	is for	XXX

What Does Your Name Mean?

Is this True??

Life

2005-11-22T20:26:12Z

Life is good School is good R.O.T.C is good and my love life is awesome
Yep yep me Miss Starcrossed I met this awesome guy who is well.. The Bees Knees all around and he makes me smile and i hope that i make him smile to..
We both have apparently had rocky past when it comes to relationships and i think thats why we get allong is because we are honest about what we are feeling..
Or at least i am Te He

Well im going to go to ready to see him

<3 Always

Vex.

lunamothsmagic @ 2005-10-07T10:48:00

2005-10-07T18:11:34Z

Things have been strange lately I mean.. weird
I have new friends that I meet at my new school... OHH! yea I go to a new school and stuff which is fun I suppose

Tonight is going t o rock my socks off

MSI!!!
Yep bitches I am going to go see them at the Boardwalk tonight
I cant wait!!

I HAVE been trying to stay out of trouble though I don’t know if its working at all.. I miss allot of my old friends who I have not seen in a along time I miss the old days I suppose but meh there is nothing I can do about it
I got some new CDs and they are ok...
Sometimes I think I just need a hug when all I really need is a slap in the face by someone who had enough balls to do it..

I still dream of the Full moon on one night along time ago... That night is when I have felt the most alive and I miss it.. I miss the Moons light falling upon my face... and I miss the man who was with me that that.. now me and him are truly star crossed.. But hell what fun would life be if we weren’t lol

I unno Im just sitting in my class and im already finished with my work.. again.. and again
Its kind of a bore but hell credits are credits

I hung out with Sean Michel Draper It was fun But it sucks that he can pin me with no problem at all he

and no I am not complain @ all but still..
We went for a walk and that was fun I love walking at night in the winter when it seems that the whole world is inside hiding from the cold
I just reread this and God this is a rant if I have ever seen one..
I hope you guys don’t mind I just started typing and this is what is coming out

There is so much that is racing through my head as I type this. its like I have to choose what I want to say and if anyone is going to ever read this.. He I bet that I don’t even get one comment even though I always check to see if I have any..
Imp so sleepy and imp half awake and I will be till the last bell then I will all of a sudden wake up just in time to walk home and get ready for the concert tonight
I don’t know what I am going to wear but I hope someone notices me

God I need to get laid
Yep I think that’s what is wrong with me
Any takers??

I have 15 mines. before lunch so that’s cool I guess
Lunch is fun here I sit and eat pizza and listen to people playing music in this teachers class

Or at least I think that is when we get out

Well imp done for now I think

I love you guys and get in touch ok?

<3 Jessica Reynolds

PHs My cell is turned back on

337-1001

Call me ok

Ha!

2005-09-29T03:50:27Z

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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com</td>

This says it all...

<3 Jessica

<3<3<3<3<3

2005-08-12T00:45:06Z

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal

Ramble

2005-07-02T07:49:14Z

Dont hate me because i like to play... hate yourself for not having enough balls to even try.. I Saw james.. yep.. James.. heh.. still weird that he is not in Texas.. but wait! he is still out of reach!
woo!

and the Sun will once again rise and i will hide my pale ass inside.. i Finally found a good excuse for the whole sun.. not thing.. CANCER! Dont want it!.... yea.. ok im dont..
Live long and all that Jazz

~Jessica

lunamothsmagic @ 2005-04-12T19:06:00

2005-04-13T02:04:09Z

[IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v230/the_fallen_hatter/000_0845.jpg[/IMG]

Fuck you.. but shh dont tell

2005-03-16T06:06:24Z

ok everyone Ranting time. WOot!
soo i have been good.. i feel bad though I think i am in trouble with my friends for some of my more stupid decisions.. its sweet how they try to get me to believe that they care. wait... what if they do.. i guess that will left to be seen in some other episode.. and i swear to god! i am sick of getting laid and being able to tell only one person about the encounter.... and he lives 9 hours away what the fuck is up with that... *takes a moment to breath*... ohh we have a carnival down the street. Shit ok that was of subject but i swear its teasing me lol its right down the Street and i can see the lights from my house. ok and another thing is woot im the orca get over it fuck im sick of dealing with you vapid fuck tards who think there the shit because they have a self relying reality that they thought up in there own little mind.. fuck i want to love and i want to trust and not think two steps ahead of the enemy. Fuck ME!... ok im done on that subject.. umm i am back to learning about game which is cool i really like game and i like being taught and i love learning.. its fun and i get to be a Narrator.. or something resembling one.. i want to be trained in other wooky shit but meh...

Ok im done for now

~Jessica

me being me

2005-03-14T21:35:37Z

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Jessica
Birthday:	1-11
Birthplace:	sacramento
Current Location:	*looks around*
Eye Color:	hazel
Hair Color:	brown redish marroonish
Height:	5''5
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right
Your Heritage:	umm
The Shoes You Wore Today:	converse
Your Weakness:	eyes
Your Fears:	being alone
Your Perfect Pizza:	cheese with no sauce
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	make new friends
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	lol..
Thoughts First Waking Up:	I DONT WANNA GO TO SCHOOl.. ohh wait i dont have to snore
Your Best Physical Feature:	eyes
Your Bedtime:	what is that
Your Most Missed Memory:	Summer
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	Burger King shall never die
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Lipton ice
Chocolate or Vanilla:	vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino
Do you Smoke:	no
Do you Swear:	yes
Do you Sing:	yes
Do you Shower Daily:	yes
Have you Been in Love:	yes
Do you want to go to College:	Yes
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	no.. sometimes i do
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no
Do you think you are Attractive:	no
Are you a Health Freak:	no
Do you get along with your Parents:	no
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yep.
Do you play an Instrument:	yes
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	yes
In the past month have you Smoked:	no
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	yes
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yes
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	no
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	yes
In the past month have you been on Stage:	yes
In the past month have you been Dumped:	yes
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	yes
Ever been called a Tease:	yes
Ever been Beaten up:	no
Ever Shoplifted:	yes
How do you want to Die:	quick and in a interesting way
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	something with computers
What country would you most like to Visit:	France
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue
Favourite Hair Color:	Black
Short or Long Hair:	Long
Height:	6 and up
Weight:	i unno
Best Clothing Style:	umm.. hard to explain
Number of Drugs I have taken:	eyes widen and looks around umm..
Number of CDs I own:	43
Number of Piercings:	3
Number of Tattoos:	none
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	to many to count
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

lunamothsmagic @ 2005-02-21T01:48:00

2005-02-21T09:50:56Z

Capricorn Kissing Horoscope

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What's Your Kissing Horoscope?.

You Are A Realist

You are more romantic than 10% of the population.

When it comes to romance, you tend to take a realistic approach.
You believe that love takes time, and it's something you have to work hard for.
A bit cynical, over the top romance tends to get under your skin.
Your heart is difficult to win ... but it's totally worth it.

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires.
And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek.
You are a shapeshifter - bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships.
It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

What Is Your Seduction Style?