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I would just like to announce that Darby's Winter Wonderland Prom/21st Birthday Party is on October the 18th At her house starting at 8ish.. B.Y.O.B and dress code is enforced!

Darby for Prom Queen!!

~Jess

Current Mood:
awake awake
Current Music:
Dear Prudence
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Im to drubk for this Shit...

Word...

I Love everyone and such sorry its just a long ass rant or how I hate life but meh

I love you alll and its just not the Captain Morgan Speaking... ok Maybe it is and Fuck I am trying to Spell everything right well yea Just trust me on this one If I talk to you I Love you and If I dont I miss you like Lux and 2% Yep Its true

I love you all

TTYS

Love Jess

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Its soo cute!!


<3
Jess
Current Location:
My house For once
Current Mood:
chipper chipper
Current Music:
None.. i should change that
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Our emotional state of choice is Ecstasy. Our
nourishment of choice is Love. Our addiction of choice
is technology. Our religion of choice is music. Our
currency of choice is knowledge. Our politics of
choice is none. Our society of choice is utopian
though we know it will never be.

> > >>> >You may hate us. You may dismiss us. You may
> > >>> >misunderstand us. You may be unaware of our existence.
> > >>> >We can only hope you do not care to judge us, because
> > >>> >we would never judge you. We are not criminals. We are
> > >>> >not disillusioned. We are not drug addicts. We are not
> > >>> >naive children. We are one massive, global, tribal
> > >>> >village that transcends man-made law, physical
> > >>> >geography, and time itself. We are The Massive. One
> > >>> >Massive.
> > >>> >
> > >>> >We were first drawn by the sound. From far away, the
> > >>> >thunderous, muffled, echoing beat was comparable to a
> > >>> >mother's heart soothing a child in her womb of
> > >>> >concrete, steel, and electrical wiring. We were drawn
> > >>> >back into this womb, and there, in the heat, dampness,
> > >>> >and darkness of it, we came to accept that we are all
> > >>> >the same. We came to accept that we are all equal. Not
> > >>> >only to the darkness, and to ourselves, but to the
> > >>> >very music slamming into us and passing through our
> > >>> >souls: we are all equal. And somewhere around 35Hz we
> > >>> >could feel the hand of God at our backs, pushing us
> > >>> >forward, pushing us to push ourselves to strengthen
> > >>> >our minds, our bodies, and our spirits. Pushing us to
> > >>> >turn to the person beside us to join hands and uplift
> > >>> >them by sharing the uncontrollable joy we felt from
> > >>> >creating this magical bubble that can, for one
> > >>> >evening, protect us from the horrors, atrocities, and
> > >>> >pollution of the outside world. It is in that very
> > >>> >instant, with these very realizations that each of was
> > >>> >truly born. We continue to pack our bodies into clubs,
> > >>> >or warehouses, or buildings you've abandoned and left
> > >>> >for naught, and we bring life to them for one night.
> > >>> >Strong, throbbing, vibrant life in it's purest, most
> > >>> >intense, most hedonistic form.
> > >>> >
> > >>> >In these makeshift spaces, we seek to shed ourselves
> > >>> >of the burden of uncertainty for a future you have
> > >>> >been unable to stabilize and secure for us. We seek to
> > >>> >relinquish our inhibitions, and free ourselves from
> > >>> >the shackles and restraints you've put on us for your
> > >>> >own peace of mind. We seek to re-write the programming
> > >>> >that you have tried to indoctrinate us with since the
> > >>> >moment we were born. Programming that tells us to
> > >>> >hate, that tells us to judge, that tells us to stuff
> > >>> >ourselves into the nearest and most convenient pigeon
> > >>> >hole possible. Programming that even tells us to climb
> > >>> >ladders for you, jump through hoops, and run through
> > >>> >mazes and on hamster wheels. Programming that tells us
> > >>> >to eat from the shiny silver spoon you are trying to
> > >>> >feed us with, instead of nourish ourselves with our
> > >>> >own capable hands. Programming that tells us to close
> > >>> >our minds, instead of open them.

Until the sun rises to burn our eyes by revealing the
distopian reality of the world you've created for us,
we dance fiercely with our brothers and sisters in
celebration of our life, of our culture, and of the
values we believe in: Peace, Love, Freedom, Tolerance,
Unity, Harmony, Expression, Responsibility and
Respect.

Our enemy of choice is ignorance. Our weapon of choice
is information. Our crime of choice is breaking and
challenging whatever laws you feel you need to put in
place to stop us from celebrating our existence. But

know that while you may shut down any given party, on
any given night, in any given city, in any given
country or continent on this beautiful planet, you can
never shut down the entire party. You don't have
access to that switch, no matter what you may think.
The music will never stop. The heartbeat will never
fade. The party will never end. I am a raver, and this
is my manifesto.

<33

Current Mood:
complacent complacent
Current Music:
Beatles- Love Album
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If I have to be Sober..

At least Im sober with you

yay for finding like under the rave lights..

<333

Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
Current Music:
3rd eye blind- closing Time
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Life goes on..

<333

Jessica

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I want that one moment in time when I say.. wow..
I want the man I love to find me and slap me around till I will admit to myself that love Is out there
I want someone to be with me.
I want to be able to stop pushing people who want to be with me away
I want the best of times
I want the worst of times
I want…..
I want that passion that you feel when you kiss someone and you never want to stop.
I want a night under a full moon hiding in the shadows letting each other pretend that you believe there lies
I want to stop the petty bullshit and just kick some ass.
I want to be treated like a Goddess
I want to kill someone for treating me like a Girl
I want to be more than someone’s dirty little secrete
I want to be a cocky coy bitch who does not care about your feelings
I want to be Dr. Fucking Phil
I want to be alive
I want to be numb
I want to be a dancer
I want to be a stage hand
I want my mother to come back
I want to be able not to cry when I see her picture
I want a best friend
I want a best friend who is there for more than 3 months
I want to know if anyone actually read this.

I want…to sleep
I want…to love

I want to see you

That is all..

<33
Jessica
a.k.a
Little Miss kingpin Purps,Orca,Vexx

Current Mood:
content content
Current Music:
Tiger Army- Rose in the devils Garden
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I Hate being someone’s dirty little secrete I hate the fact that I am so desperate for love I will lie to myself knowing that this dick could never love me even though he tells me every day but yet I always say I love you back. I hate Light rail homies who turn into Wal mart homies who turn around and fuck your best friend.. who is gay.. I hate loving a gift
I hate waiting 4 months just to bitch someone out I HATE THE FACT THAT MY MOM IS COMING BACK….. FOR A CHECK UP!!! I hate the fact that I still give a fuck that she Is gone.. I hate calling that same mom to tell her that you are not dead and to hear her new man in the background.. keep in mind this was at 2 a.m her time… I hate husbands who turn back into a pumpkin at the stroke of 12:00.. I hate that 98% of the people who read this are not even who I am venting about.. I hate a good long weekend that was spend with a awesome guy in a awesome house with a kick ass car and some cool friends.. then I Especially hate the part where ya know.. You don’t here from him.. I hate people who read these and get pissed off that they are not in them.. And I hate the people who don’t take the time to read this far.. I hate the fact… That I can say everything I hate and I hate the fact that I am here.. Right now writing this instead of with the love of my life who I can spend the rest of my life with dancing under the moon light…

I think Im done now..

<33 always
Jessica

Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
calm calm
Current Music:
jack off jill - Fear of dying
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Sailor Moon is a Nazi and Lamas.. Not in any way like a peanut butter sandwiches are not hot..

That is all

Oo Stockton thinks that emu’s will take over the world if we are not careful

Current Mood:
awake awake
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Yes thats me now..
*sighs*
Current Mood:
annoyed annoyed
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Fuck the costs

My hair.. its gone.. its soo sad.. I had like a breakdown and thank god for my awesome boyfriend who made things all better.. God I hate my hair.. with soo much passion..
Its short like to my ears short which is a look I cant pull off..

God I want that man dead.. and I mean dead..

Other news my boyfriend is awesome and sweet and kind and everything little girls are made of..
We went to Zelda’s and he didn’t ruin it for me he actually made up for the last time went there with a cretin Ex who ruined it for me

So woo!!

My best friend was there also soo that was cook because we sang little shot of horrors all night woo!!

That’s all for now Dolls.

<3 always

Jessica

Current Mood:
devious devious
Current Music:
Bubba Sparxx- Ms. New Booty
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La La La

Life is good..

Wall Mart is awesome and so is the rain

Want to know what is the best?

Driving to San Fran at like.. 12 more or less is!

And then spending the time in San Fran with the Best Boyfriend and his Best friend walking along the Ocean and by pier 39 and ending up at In and Out Burger Is!
Omg

Life is good sometimes

Other times it sucks..

But Then Its awesome again!!

<3
Vexx

Current Mood:
drunk drunk
Current Music:
Elton John- Tiny Dancer
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Soo.. Me and Navi are over and im actually not that sad. Well I was at the beginning because I thought we were happy and the fact that he dumped me over live journal did not help any.. But I’m glad now that he is moving on .. You know to Rockland far far away where I don’t have to have my shattered emotions shoved in my face..

I do wish him the best though because He is a good guy.. he just does not know what he wants and if I have learned anything over the time I spent with him is that even though I thought I did.. Neither do I.

In the end life will go on and I still have so many good friends around me so

In the end this was a good thing

And in the future I will listen to my heart and not let some cute boy bat his lashes at me and make my heart melt when I know that he will shatter it in the end..

<3 always

Vexx

Current Mood:
blah blah
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I have been cooking allot...
and life is so so

The Boyfriend is awesome and all that jazz

I quit work and

R.O.T.C is going crazy

Soo i have been cooking allot

Anyone want a three layer cake?

I have about 5

<3 always Vexx

Current Mood:
cold cold
Current Music:
Orgy
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Everyone Stop!

God damn..

One.. All this is not worth all the time that is been given

I understand why people are mad but they need to understand what is really going on

vexed_kiss@yahoo.com

Talk to me if you have any issues and i am sorry everyone got soo worked up

and to the person who is ranting

I understand that you have known my past and you think you know me now

Truthfully i have not even spoken to you in along time
you need to ask around about what i have been saying about you tho before you say anything

Get both sides of the story

and everyone who is not in this situation

Back off and get out of it

I dont want to deal with it and i am truly sorry if you are the kind of people that do

Merry Christmas everyone

<3 Vex

Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
Current Music:
Jack off jill
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To love or not to love..
We all know how my love life goes and if you do not then well.. Im happy for you..
My new lover is awesome and all that Jazz and I have meet allot of neeto people through him and stuff its just that I unno.. The same old I suppose Il get over it like I always do when I see him and he makes me smile by just looking at me..

You know… I could most likely get allot of ass by telling girls that they make me smile when I see them..

*jots that note down*

On further notice I am Happy and I am glad to have meet people who are new.. It would be better if they were shiny really shiny*spaces out*

R.O.T.C.. I got promoted..
Im Battalion commander which means everyone else in my core= My bitch… YAY!!

I need a hug because I have every right to say bah Humbug..

My Family is going to the east coast and my new found <3 boy is Going to Alaska which means I will be sleeping in on Christmas and be watching Merry Christ mas Charlie Brown

I love how I never post on here but when I do I just kinda rant

Well ill go now..

Merry fucking Christmas everyone

<3 always

Vex

Current Mood:
cranky cranky
Current Music:
Mindless self Indulgence_Bitches
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VEX
V is for Vivid
E is for Enthusiastic
X is for XXX






Is this True??
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Life is good School is good R.O.T.C is good and my love life is awesome
Yep yep me Miss Starcrossed I met this awesome guy who is well.. The Bees Knees all around and he makes me smile and i hope that i make him smile to..
We both have apparently had rocky past when it comes to relationships and i think thats why we get allong is because we are honest about what we are feeling..
Or at least i am Te He

Well im going to go to ready to see him

<3 Always

Vex.

Current Mood:
amused amused
Current Music:
Jack off jill-gray hearts clear flowers
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Things have been strange lately I mean.. weird
I have new friends that I meet at my new school... OHH! yea I go to a new school and stuff which is fun I suppose

Tonight is going t o rock my socks off

MSI!!!
Yep bitches I am going to go see them at the Boardwalk tonight
I cant wait!!

I HAVE been trying to stay out of trouble though I don’t know if its working at all.. I miss allot of my old friends who I have not seen in a along time I miss the old days I suppose but meh there is nothing I can do about it
I got some new CDs and they are ok...
Sometimes I think I just need a hug when all I really need is a slap in the face by someone who had enough balls to do it..

I still dream of the Full moon on one night along time ago... That night is when I have felt the most alive and I miss it.. I miss the Moons light falling upon my face... and I miss the man who was with me that that.. now me and him are truly star crossed.. But hell what fun would life be if we weren’t lol

I unno Im just sitting in my class and im already finished with my work.. again.. and again
Its kind of a bore but hell credits are credits

I hung out with Sean Michel Draper It was fun But it sucks that he can pin me with no problem at all he

and no I am not complain @ all but still..
We went for a walk and that was fun I love walking at night in the winter when it seems that the whole world is inside hiding from the cold
I just reread this and God this is a rant if I have ever seen one..
I hope you guys don’t mind I just started typing and this is what is coming out

There is so much that is racing through my head as I type this. its like I have to choose what I want to say and if anyone is going to ever read this.. He I bet that I don’t even get one comment even though I always check to see if I have any..
Imp so sleepy and imp half awake and I will be till the last bell then I will all of a sudden wake up just in time to walk home and get ready for the concert tonight
I don’t know what I am going to wear but I hope someone notices me

God I need to get laid
Yep I think that’s what is wrong with me
Any takers??

I have 15 mines. before lunch so that’s cool I guess
Lunch is fun here I sit and eat pizza and listen to people playing music in this teachers class

Or at least I think that is when we get out

Well imp done for now I think

I love you guys and get in touch ok?

<3 Jessica Reynolds

PHs My cell is turned back on

337-1001

Call me ok

Current Mood:
contemplative contemplative
Current Music:
Mindless self Indulgence-bitches
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